/edits on 19th Sept/
Quiz 1
1. Who was the last person you fell asleep texting to?
JJ.
2. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
/SEUNG RI! (OMG HE'S SO HAWT!)/
3. Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
Kinda tiny.
4. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night!
5. What would you do if you opened up your front door full of surprises?
Depending on the surprises. Nice, gasp. Freaky, scream./If it's SEUNG RI, i'll be like O_O YIPEE!/
6. Are you a forgiving person?
Pretty much, after awhile of getting mad.
7. What do you drink?
Water, Coke, Bubble Tea?
8. Anything bothering you now?
Um yea, the weird/nice dream i had last night.
9. What are you listening to right now?
/HaruHaru - Big Bang!/
10. The highlight of your week?
/SEUNG RI! Mwahaha./ Its only monday, else getting all my squash stuff repaired/replaced.
11. Who were the last people you ate with?
My family.
12. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Shirt supplier-.-
13. Who was the last person to text you?
JAMIE!
14. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Denise Lim.
15. What are your plans for tonight?
Workout, sleep.
16. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
JAPAAAN.
17. What does the seventh text in your inbox say?
'Haha k dont forget hairy black gorilla. Freaks me out'
-laughs- its from JJ.
18. What's your favorite subject?
I think Bio and PE.
19. Do you know if anyone likes you?
Um yea.
20. What did you dream about last night?
Of him.
(Is this question psychic or what, i dont normally dream)
21. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Dreaming.
22. What do you usually do first in the morning?
Groan and slam my alarm clock.
23. What is making you smile now?
Kit's daring me t do something very spastic. :D:D
24. How many different beverages have you had today?
3. I had water, ribena, and more water.
25. Do you want children?
Guess so.
26. What is on your mind now?
/SEUNG RI!, G-Dragon!/ This quiz, class tee, level hoodie, money, squash shirt collection, math, bio, geog, promos, gpa, duncan james, piano, guitar, him.
27. Are you expecting a phone call?
I wish.
28. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
Oh well.
29. Are you excited about this weekend?
No, it just means another week t promos.
30. When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
/SEUNG RI!, HaruHaru/ Spastic friends(:, music, squash, gummies, the sea.
31. Last time you swore?
Lunch, today.
32. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
No, he doesn't want t talk t me. Doesn't even acknowledge me when we pass each other.
33. Where did you last sleep other than your house?
Car. My favourite place t sleep.
Quiz 2
ARE YOU:
-Perfect: Nope.
-Tall: Not exactly.
-In your pajamas: I dont wear PJs.
-Left handed: Was, cause I dont really use my left now.
LAST:
-Friend you saw: Iynyi?
-Talked to on the phone: Shirt supplier.
-Person to text you: JAMIE.
-Is today better than yesterday: A little.
FAVORITE:
-Number: 12
-Color: Green Yellow, Yellow Orange, Red.
-Place: the wide open SEA/clean sandy beaches/on a sailboat.
QUESTIONS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
/Promos, SEUNG RI, HaruHaru/ Think about my dream.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
Doesn't everyone.
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
Wall E.
Q: Do you smile a lot?
Usually, i guess.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
If I saw a shooting star I would.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
I think?
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
Bedroom.
Q: When was the last time you cried?
Very recently.
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
/SEUNG RI!, AHH 4 days t promos/15 days t promos, shit.
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
5ish.
Q: What do you hear right now?
/Gotta Find You - Joe Jonas/
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
Mhm.
Q: What's your favorite month?
August.
EMOTIONS:
-Are you missing someone right now?
Um yea.
-Are you tired?
Not really.
-Are your parents still married?
Yea.
BASICS:
-Real name? Denise.
-Age? Recently turned 16.
-Eye color? Dark brown.
-Male or female? Female.
-Single? Yes.
-Crushing? YES!
-Smart? No.
-Hair color? Brownish bronze.
-Phone or Camera? Phone.
-Health freak? Not really.
-Smoke or Drink? Drink, some.
FIRSTS:
-First best friend?
Celine, in Yishun's PAP kindergarten. I followed her t Rosyth, but we were in different classes, and she forgot me after that.
-First award?
One i remember, Karoke competition in K2 i think, joined with Celine, we did the same song, but she got 3rd and i got 4th.
-First enemy?
Some prissy bitch who took the same schoolbus, we all didn't like her. Think her name was Syazah or something like that.
-First pet?
I think we had a small black terrier when i was younger, else a goldfish from Dad.
-First vacation?
That i remember, Haw Par Villa. Though i know we went on a cruise before when i was really young.
CURRENTLY:
-Eating? No.
-Drinking? No.
-Listening to? /Choosy Lover - DBSK/
-Plans for tommorow? Pay attention in class and mug for promos.
-Waiting for? Promos to be over.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
-Lips or eyes? Eyes.
-Shorter or taller? Taller.
-Romantic or spontaneous? Romantic.
-Sensitive or loud? Sensitive, but loud when he needs t be.
HAVE YOU EVER:
-Drank hard drinks? Not really, diluted it.
-Lost glasses/contacts? Yea.
-Ran away from home? No.
-Broken someone's heart? Uhm.
-Been arrested? No.
ANSWER HONESTLY:
-Do you like someone? Yea.
-Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? No.
Quiz 3
What’s one thing that’s heavily weighing on your mind ?
- Promos. /SEUNG RI. BANC HOODIE!/
What’s one thing you’ve learned from a good friendship gone bad?
- Treasure the memories.
What’s one thing you’ve learned from love?
- It takes two t tango.
Is there anyone special in your life in general at the moment?
- Yea, /SEUNG RI!/
What is a happy time you’ve had in the past week?
- /WATCHING SEUNG RI SING SEXY BACK! HAHA!(:/
Is there anything in your past that you’d like to try again?
- Yea, alot.
Who do you like to spend your nights with?
- My musings and /SEUNG RI!/
Are you an emotional person?
- Quite, i think.
Are you self conscious?
- Less than i used t be.
Do you think of others before yourself?
- Depends.
What’re some things that can always make you feel better?
- /SEUNG RI!/ McFlurry, ranting, romance novels/movies/thrillers, thinking of past memories, my stuffed snowbear Ze.
Who was the last person you had a crush on?
- /SEUNG RI!/
Where do you see yourself this time next year?
- Hopefully still in TA and as Squash Capt.
Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
- I think a little.
Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
- Family, Mrs Tay, Laoshi, 07Squashers, most 08Squashers, Xiao Yong, Rick, dogs, cats, most of my batchmates.
Is there something that you’re waiting for?
- Yea, /to meet SEUNG RI!/
One thing you’re NOT looking forward to?
- Promos.
How do you feel about changes?
- Depends.
What are your plans for your next birthday?
- No idea. /BUT I WANT T MEET SEUNG RI! and G-Dragon./
Do you even care about your birthday?
- Course, but nothing spectacular ever happens even when i hope it does, so, its better to not have expectations, then there'll be no disppointments.
Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
- Yea, JAMIE! -grins-
What's the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
- 60 plus reebok jacket(self-bought).
Why do you drive the car you have right now?
- I don't drive.
Do you still talk to the person you LAST kissed?
- No, cause he doesn't wanna talk t me? How'd i know.
Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
- Yea.
What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
- Vitamin C and cod liver oil.
Did you get any compliments today?
- Yea.
Are you friends with your neighbours?
- Nope, rented place, there's always nobody around.
What were you just thinking about?
- /SEUNG RI!, G-Dragon!, TOP, Tae Yung, Dae Sung, Big Bang, HaruHaru/, music.
Name the places you have lived in.
- Yishun, somewhere else, Yio Chu Kang, Kovan.
When was the last time you drove more than 15 minutes?
- Does an arcade game count? Last year.
Have ever had a crush on your sister’s/brother’s friend?
- Nope, they're both younger, so don't really get t meet their friends.
mused @| 9:44 PM |
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
well. on a lighter note, my theory that i cant focus and study at home has been proven right again.
i spent the last two days slacking away on the internet, and today after chinese tuition i finally went back into audition.
its addictive yes i admit, but i'm finally out of the server, and i'm not going back in till after promos.
that much i promise myself.
haven't touched much work, actually practically none.
just started on history readings and assignment, and there's still SS essay.
not t mention the crapload of tuitions i have this week, and piano.
i need t get out of the house and t a library or fast food restaurant somehow.
sigh. been going through old memories, waay back in my childhood days, in Rosyth.
just went back on teacher's day, caught up with old classmates and Mr Bong.
still the same old split personality. heh. i miss 605 days.
and not t mention i seem t have grown i guess, since those days.
oh @#*! stupid lightning bolt just scared the heck out of me.
like i was saying, i seem t have grown!
haha i'm no longer like a whole head shorter than the girls.
in fact i'm taller then them :O surprise surprise.
feels a little weird since i'm used to looking up t talk t them(Alicia and ZiEn) lol.
but then again, Dominic Boey's still taller. damn. he'll like forever be taller than us. :/ hmm.
oh yea, met chor hung. haha. same old same old.
though we're both a little worried about our siblings, who are in the same class.
they're message freaks! they keep messaging each other. *hint hint* hahaha.
okay back t history. i shall resist all EVIL temptations.
history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history...
What? I'm psychoing myself.
history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history... history...
mused @| 3:15 PM |
Sunday, August 31, 2008
a silent anniversary
of past loves and heartbreak
for myself
the reliving of a nightmare
again
unshed tears
shining in my eyes
a shockingly familiar gesture
they spill over
eyes shining dully
reflecting a sad irony of a smiling face
this time a year ago.
_________________________________
my heart still pounds wildly
palpitating madly
stopping suddenly
such control over me you have
i hate it yet i love it.
mused @| 11:49 AM |
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Well, its my birthday at last, but the day's a little dead.
No idea why, and i'm tireddd. sleepy.
Haha, but least it's the last lesson.
Mmhm, then going out.
Then LA Night.
Yeps. :)
No presents. :'(
Sighs.
mused @| 12:56 PM |
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
2 days to my birthday, and yet i'm not in the best of moods. i wonder why, seriously.
a lot of things seem t irritate me t no end nowadays.
i'm tired; i want t go home.
i want t go t a place
where i can just lie down
and watch the clouds go by
a place free from manifestations
of frustrations and obligations
some time alone t myself
to reflect, contemplate
think about what
i'm going to do next
in my screwed up life.
an anniversary of love,
tears and heartbreak
of past memories
and again its our time
a time of reminiscence
the best days of my life
began around this period
the past haunt this poor soul
of past promises t never
let each other go; regrets.
i wish i could turn back time.
i'd never make the same mistake.
alas all is futile
and all thats left is t go on with life.
mused @| 11:23 AM |
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
and here i sit, in class, looking around, contemplating, wondering, if anyone would notice if i was gone.
i feel i can fit in with most people, yet i belong nowhere.
i sit here, i see shufen nicholas ashley, then calvin louise, then huifen vivian beiyi zan terry, then the usual guys gang, angeline iynyi.
i sit with them, yet i'm not exactly close to them.
Why the sudden ephipany?
a simple sentence. a simple gesture, depth of meaning like no other.
a tiny band, a sign of friendship, and i know i've been excluded, outcasted.
of small incidences and meanings of vast depth,
i somehow feel i dont belong.
mused @| 9:45 AM |
edit/
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (yup, and i've tried kissing Jam but she always runs): hehe.)
SO FAR: 1
Level 2
(x) Are /Have Been In Love (definitely so.)
(x) Dumped someone (and i regret every second of it)
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight (yes duh, we were kids yknow.)
SO FAR: 4
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person ( HARUMA MIURA!!! )
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die ( i saw a pigeon getting squashed by a car..)
SO FAR: 7
Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( )Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 10
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi (JAPAN.)
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet (yep, hello RG.)
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit (sort of i guess)
SO FAR: 13
Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (sadly, yes. not like i realised it at the time. friendship though.)
(x) Taken Pain Killers (yup, migraines)
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have ( HARUMA! )
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (yes in laguna88)
(x) Made A Snow Angel (it was weird looking though, in artificial snow)
SO FAR: 18
Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (when i was younger.)
(x) Flown A Kite ( i tried. )
(x) Built A Sand Castle ( yep, i did spend almost half my life at the sea yknow. )
(x) Gone mudding (during OBS.)
(x) Played Dress Up (um which girl hasn't?)
SO FAR: 23
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves ( London&Paris! )
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (loads haha.)
(x) Been Lonely (um i think thats obvious.)
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (ALWAYS. hehe.)
SO FAR: 28
Level 10
(x)Watched The Sun Set (in Singapore, ECP, with someone :D )
(x)Felt An Earthquake (Last year!)
() Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 30
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (danson vandalised my ankle.)
(x) Been cheated on (yes, sadly)
(x) Been Misunderstood (loads.)
SO FAR: 34
Level 12
(x) Won A Contest (Yeah!)
(x) Been Suspended From School (sort of.)
(x) Had Detention (yea stupid thing.)
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (still safe.)
SO FAR: 38
Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night (what? i was upset.)
(x) Danced in the moonlight (and yes, i'm crazy at times.)
SO FAR : 40
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (don't we all at some point?)
(x) Witnessed A Crime (Vandalism/Truancy/Shoplifting.)
(x) Pole Danced (Haha yes. We all had our spastic times, no?)
(x) Questioned Your Heart (yea, very much.)
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (I still am!)
SO FAR: 45
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud (once, cause I fell into mudholes and my shoes were squishy and smelly and yuucky.)
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The sea (of course! I was a sailor almost half my life yknow.)
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (ehh, yea. The winds were so strong once that the laser almost capzised even when I hiked like mad.)
SO FAR: 48
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep (yea.)
(x) Played Cops And Robbers (hm. Yea?)
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons/Colored Pencils/Markers (yup my latest manga drawings!)
(x) Sang Karaoke.... (haha with my family <3)
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (Yes, haha. At kobayashi :D)
SO FAR: 53
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (yea, and once more I regret.)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls (tkgsailing celebrations dinner!)
( ) Laughed until sum kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR : 56
Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (yup when I was younger and my grandpa was sick.)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (mhm. Last year at ecp.)
(x) Blown Bubbles (which kid hasn’t?)
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere (lantern fest, KCB times.)
SO FAR: 60
Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party (my sister's friend's.)
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading (mhm, used to be one of my favourite sports.)
(x) Had A Wish Come True (yup, but then I callously threw it away. Regrets, regret.)
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (wth?)
SO FAR: 63
Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls (haha yea, my mom's.)
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge (yep sort of, the pontoon at nsc.)
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (eh yes, I was dared.)
( ) Swam With Dolphins (I wish I had)
SO FAR: 66
Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice cubes (Ice cube, and it took off a portion of my tongue skin.)
(x) Kicked A Fish (err yea, dead fish, into the drain.)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (haha yes.)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars. (not exactly rooftop, but does the topmost floor's balcony count? At lumut too.)
SO FAR: 70
Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (Yup, when I'm mad or crazy.)
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (primary 1-3, either chinese dance or for fun.)
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (yea. I think our record was 10 hours.)
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (yup(: my sis.)
SO FAR: 74
Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate A Pear Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree (yea, and friends called me a koala -.-)
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (mhm, I was bored! I think it was called the ferryman.)
SO FAR: 76
Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts (eh I used to.)
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking (erm? Who would?)
(x) Visited Jail (haha yes! Changi prison!)
SO FAR: 78
Level 25
(x) played Chicken (eh like scaredy cat? Yuppers.)
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (yea, thanks to kit-kun. Haha I got my revenge though)
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (um yes. At Sembawang countdown last year, though it was kinda freaky.)
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused (haha yes. By my siblings fighting over a famous amos cookie.)
SO FAR: 82
yup, so i counted wrong. according to Jam then, i've done pretty much loads of stupid things haha. okay here was the second quiz.
-quiz-
"Who was your last?"
LAST PERSON.
1. Had a beer with?
- haha not in singapore. fairylanders!
2.Went to the movies with?
- family, the Dark Knight
3. Went to the mall with?
- Sis!
4. Talked on the phone with?
- eh, Jamie
5. Made you laugh?
- Terry yesterday.
6. You hugged ?
- no one. sad no?
7. You yelled at?
- as of today, no one.
WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
- tongue.
2. Be serious or be funny?
- serious. i cant do funny.
3. Drink whole or skimmed milk?
- i generally don't like milk.
4. Die in a fire or get shot?
- i'd rather die in my sleep, thanks.
ANSWER...?
1. Sun or moon?
- Both, i have a slight split personality. Fiery/Contemplative.
2. Winter or Fall?
- Winter. Its a winter wonderland!
3. Left or right?
- To the left to the left~
4. Sunny or Rainy?
- Right now, rainy. I feel more dead then alive.
5. Peach or Pear?
- Peach
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- Twirl it.
7. Do You Cook?
- Yep, hardly though.
8. Current mood?
- contemplative, hyped over haruma miura, irritated cause i'm hungry, and generally tired.
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. kissed someone special?
- yea haha, my furry fluffy pet(:
2. Sing?
- yes, omg during training!
3. Been hugged?
- no :(
4. Danced Crazy?
- YES! hahaha.
5. Cried?
- Yea, surprisingly.
6. Last words?
- I LOVE HARUMA MIURA! :D :D
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mused @| 9:25 AM |
Monday, August 18, 2008
HARUMA MIURA IS HAWWT !
HAAWT HAWWT HAWTT ! ~
KYAH!!
mused @| 2:47 PM |
Sunday, August 17, 2008
I just saw this on Jam's blog and decided t try. I think i'm going t be the stupidest of all hahaha.
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (and i've tried kissing Jam but she always runs): hehe.)
SO FAR: 1
Level 2
(x) Are /Have Been In Love (definitely so.)
(x) Dumped someone (and i regret every second of it)
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight (yes duh, we were kids yknow.)
SO FAR: 4
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person ( HARUMA MIURA!!! )
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die ( i saw a pigeon getting squashed by a car..)
SO FAR: 7
Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( )Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 10
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi (JAPAN.)
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet (yep, hello RG.)
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit (sort of i guess)
SO FAR: 13
Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (sadly, yes. not like i realised it at the time. friendship though.)
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have ( HARUMA! )
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (yes in laguna88)
(x) Made A Snow Angel (it was weird looking though, in artificial snow)
SO FAR: 17
Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (when i was younger.)
(x) Flown A Kite ( i tried. )
(x) Built A Sand Castle ( yep, i did spend almost half my life at the sea yknow. )
(x) Gone mudding (during OBS.)
(x) Played Dress Up (um which girl hasn't?)
SO FAR: 22
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves ( London&Paris! )
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (loads haha.)
(x) Been Lonely (um i think thats obvious.)
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (ALWAYS. hehe.)
SO FAR: 27
Level 10
(x)Watched The Sun Set (in Singapore, ECP, with someone :D )
(x)Felt An Earthquake (Last year!)
() Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 29
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (danson vandalised my ankle.)
(x) Been cheated on (yes, sadly)
(x) Been Misunderstood (loads.)
SO FAR: 33
Level 12
(x) Won A Contest (Yeah!)
(x) Been Suspended From School (sort of.)
(x) Had Detention (yea stupid thing.)
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (still safe.)
SO FAR: 37
Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night (what? i was upset.)
(x)Danced in the moonlight (and yes, i'm crazy at times.)
SO FAR : 39
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (don't we all at some point?)
(x) Witnessed A Crime (Vandalism/Truancy/Shoplifting.)
(x) Pole Danced
...
okay freak the whole thing disappeared and i'm too lazy to do it again. sigh stupid blogger.
anyway i scored 81 out of 100. so yea, i'm kinda the queen of doing all retarded things :D
i also did a second quiz from Jam's blog.
the last question was: Last words? My answer,
I LOVE HARUMA MIURA!! :D
Side Profile...
J-Magazine Article
HAWWT!
Now this is the cute..
Hiro in Koizora!
During filming. The kittens are KAWAII!
Preview of Koizora, my sis loves the snowman.
Group photo in Koizora..
Not too sure where this came from but its nice!
<3 My Obsession! :D
mused @| 12:52 AM |
Saturday, August 16, 2008
As usual i'm back after a long leave of absence. Life's been pretty hectic and i'm suffering lack of sleep, the norm, but at least its a little easier in school now. Though i have to say i'm waay behind in the schoolwork, and haven't been feeling too well recently. My back's been acting up and i think i might have sprained my wrist slightly. Hurts when i squash sometimes. The knees(DENISE! pun intended:D) are okay though.
I lost t dory during our match, and t divya too. That really sucked. Cant imagine how disappointed i was. Everything just went flying out the window. All the reminders, all the corrections. I played like a pure amateur that day, not that i'm not, and seriously even after the match i was just well, dazed. Extremely disappointed and upset.
so yea. i cried that night.
Anyway. I hope annabelle's finished with LA Night video. I just want everything over and done with. Dad always wakes me up too early on saturday mornings when i'm trying to sleep in and get back some lost hours as usual, and mum's always complaining about us not practicing piano. Same as always.
Oh yea and not too long ago, i went home with Jam, and we walked from paya lebar station to the 80 bus stop, and i was telling her about the time i walked across the fields near my home and fell into mudholes. Then, we walked across a field! haha and kept scaring her. And then at the traffic light, some stupid old lorry driver drover past and went "OI!" at us. We were both like O_O and then we looked at each other and laughed. Haha. We walked past the same place yesterday, and we were like O_O later got another lorry driver like that.
OH YES. I saw leer yesterday!(: Haha it was a stroke of pure chance and luck. Me and Jam were waiting for 80 at the bus stop, then suddenly 43(i think), went past, and i saw a familiar face, then i went O_O LEER! and waved, and she waved back! :D
I just finished watching 'Koizora', better known as 'Sky of Love', starring Haruma Miura(hottest & cutest guy ever), and Yui Aragaki(a girl who looks like my godsis, Jeannie(:) The show's superb. I recommend you t watch it, especially if you love romance and/or tearjerkers. Its a typical high school boy meets girl with terminal illness or vice versa and one of them dies genre, a typical Japanese genre. But hey, what can i say. I'm a sucker for heart rending romance movies. Its tragic that Haruma had to die in the end though. But, at least its not yet another miraculous or happily ever after movie. If you're a fan of this Japanese genre, i highly recommend you watch it(:
"I will turn into the sky, watching over you forever..." - Hiro/Haruma Miura
i love hiro aka haruma miura!(:
mused @| 11:25 PM |
Saturday, July 26, 2008
well, i'm back finally, sorry about the lack of update, life's been pretty stressful/hectic. i don't intend t post about the past few weeks that i haven't updated, so yeah. don't expect it.
Ten Things I Hate In My Life(as of this period in time, and not in any particular order.)
No 1: I hate dealing in group work politics
No 2: People throwing tantrums
No 3: Migraines
No 4: Ms Cheah/Mr Hsi and their comments at PTC.
No 5: the date of LA Night
No 6: the inconvenience and lack of space at the new house
No 7: Parents not letting me train on thursdays due t the late timing
No 8: Not being able to sail. I'm landsick, believe or not.
No 9: Long travelling hours
No 10: Lack of proper sleep
Okay, rant done. On t the actual update. Went to look at the new place today, it was pretty small and cramped; dusty too. But it has a great view of the pool the moment you step in, and its got a gym and squash courts(: celebrating mom's birthday tonight, we're going for sushi tei at thomson then batman at AMK Hub. The place brings back certain well, memories. If you're reading this, which you're probably not, I miss you, and i'm sorry.
eLearning sucked, kind of. But i guess not having timetabled lesson and learning at your own pace is a definite bonus. Thursday was my most productive day, Tuesday my least. I watched House last night, its a pretty interesting show. pity my parents will never let me stay up that late during the school term. this week was an exception.
i realise i've been reminiscing a lot recently. everywhere i go i'm assaulted by a variety of memories. school, learning point, tuition, home, i keep seeing all the people; friends, who have been in and out of my life. then again, it may not be a bad thing.
and here i stand, reaching out with my arms t the sea, as the breeze caresses my face, so tender and soothing, and the sea spray splashing at my feet, an invisible force pulling at my soul. the sea beckons t me, saying 'come, let us be one again,'; and as i gaze out at her sparkling waters, my soul fights against its restraints, wanting t feel the freedom and adrenaline yet again. oh what a joy it'll be, to be set free on the seas again.
the restraints don't budge, and soon i claw at it in desperation, feeling the spray lessen and the breeze dim, the sounds of the sea fading away again. in retaliation the chains upon my soul tighten, dragging me away from my paradise and caging me up again. society, what further more cruel ways of torture and imprisonment then to shatter a person's dream, a person's paradise.
i wonder if you still remember,
this promise we once made.
though it's now just a stark memory in my mind,
i can't help but wish
that you'd come again and whisk me away t paradise.
mused @| 12:12 PM |
Sunday, July 06, 2008
whoo i haven't blogged in like forever. anyway, kushinbo food wasn't all that great, but the reunion was pretty good, and haha the 80 dollar bathrobe shopping that me and himbo did at bugis was fun too.
other than that, back to the usual school routine. hanging out with nick, ashley, shufen more, cant blame me i guess. the others have almost always left me out. zengan huifen andrea vivian are usually together, beiyi and angeline, terry and annabelle. which leaves me with, no one. and they wonder why i dont talk much amongst them.
maybe it's just that i am a loner, or that because i seem(to others) to fit in anywhere, i end up not fitting in permanently anywhere. i hate it sometimes.
sighs. ah well i guess it cant be helped if they're too engrossed amongst themselves. it just makes it harder to work in the LA group i guess. dont know what possessed me to join the group. well actually more like they didnt mention the change in members to me, but since i'm already in, i'll give it my best shot. (no offence here.)
at least with nick, ashley and shufen, i'm not so easily forgotten. like how they dont bother waiting for me for lunch and all. fine i'm digging up past events and bitching a little here, but hey, sorry. i'm kinda in a bad mood and moodswinging.
also i'm not particularly close to anyone, except Jam(<3) maybe, so cant really talk to anyone. himbo's replies are usually late, and i'm not that close to nick and ashley yet. getting there. slowly.
results are crappy, still awaiting the doom of the humanities results. namely, LA hist geog. all coming out next week. and i havent started on my math corrections yet, joy. shall go start after blogging(venting).
moving on to better stuff, me and dory squashed on thursday, and we did random pt too. haha then there was once we swung the toilet door open, and they were having PE outside. with mrs goh. haha then both of us were like whoa, sorry, and were going to go through the other door. but in the end mrs goh said it was okay so we cut through them(:
and and, we missed our dear Jam so much that we ended up counting how many "jamies" we did haha. (as in how many times we swung and missed), and actually counted sets with that. sorry Jam, haha, we still love you(:
then on friday there was exco meeting and hc meeting. sorry i was late vivian. ms cheah and ms dee are both quite naggy. urms and well i guess the exco meeting went quite well(: played with vivian and lost 10-9, 9-8, (careless mistakes on my part. like alot of fault serves).
then after that played 3/4 with divya, jj, and vivian. haha we kept saying that he just wanted an ego boost. ben came and joined in, and suddenly became very pro. then me and vivian were saying that ben was posessed hahahaha.
sooner or later the other guys also came in, and divya, vivian and me(the girls in the court basically), counted their negative egos haha. and there was once vivian kept laughing, and it was super contagious. so i was laughing and squashing. wierd haha.
and another time i served, and well it kinda went sort of slanted and yea. went to a wrong place. ahem. you'd know what i mean if you were there. sorry jj, haha. serious i didnt mean it on purpose.
rushed off at 3 to go for hc meeting, then talked about quite a few stuff. well waited for the other TA2s, except me, for like 1/2 hr first. luckily they managed to complete most of the stuff by 3:55, so i managed to get everything before i left. the next mind boggling question is where the heck am i going to get my racial harmony day traditional costume from. die.
i went down to NSC after that to go surprise the tkgsailing team :) saw the team, mr peh, mrs taufiq, ms naomi tan, ms deborah koh, geneve, cherie, ralph, basil, sabrina, alyssa, denise (lim), choong, saachi. haha spent most of the time talking to madeline cause i sat beside her during the prize presentation. damn i missed the team. and the sec2s/1s (some) actually remembered me from cca day :O was quite surprised.
SHOUTOUTS:
to Jam: hey dear, sorry we didnt get to go out on thursday. i feel pretty bad about it. you sounded quite depressed over the phone. are you okay now? sorry yea :S and about not picking up your earlier phone call too, cause i was in courts with dory..
to Dory: thanks for squashing with me on thursday(: and sorry i made you late in getting home. haha and thanks for the free drink too :P
to HIMBO: HELLO. you never reply my message. i still need details for tomorrow! lol need to get some stuff done before that.
to Madeline: haha thanks for the crazy talk. and haha, my sis is scared of you now. cause you asked me to say hi to her until school starts again. hahaha.
mused @| 7:05 PM |
Friday, June 27, 2008
JCTS ARE OVER.
okay let's see.
Language Arts: Possibly a pass, maybe a low B or C. I didn't manage to finish my essay conclusion properly, and my stupid summary i only copied half.
Math Paper 1: Slight chance of passing, probably score better than last year.
Math Paper 2: FLUNKED. In my head, 45 mins after the start of the paper, "What do you think the examiner will look like if i suddenly fling everything off my table, (yes including the $200 gc), and storm out?" What you you think?
Chinese: Passable, probably a B. I feel asleep reading the compre MCQ passage A 5 times. oh joy. and when i woke up i have about 50 mins for the rest of the paper. I am SUPERWOMAN. I chionged. and i almost finished. except my last question i think not complete.
Biology: Passable, probably a B, again. Essay was okay, it asked to compare the difference between DNA replication and Transcrption. Terry's answer to this TWENTY mark essay is the best. "The difference between DNA replication and Transcription is that Transcription wasn't revised by Terry." YES. for a 20 mark question. Go figure.
Geography: Passable, a C or B. Plate techtonics was my best and favourite topic, but the last part asked to compare the Sichuan earthquake with another case study and i didn't have enough points. So i had to change to qn 3. and i don't know how to read the climograph. Hmm.
History: Should be passable, not too sure. C maybe. The paper didn't state the number of marks for each question and i just regurgitated/vomited everything i remembered. and my hands were super sweaty and kept cramping. grr.
ALRIGHT LET'S JUST WAIT AND SEE THE RESULTS THEN.
Kushinbo tomorrow~ REUNION OF THE FAIRYLAND GROUP :D see you guys.
AND HIMBO! you're supposed to tell me how to get to Suntec or which train station you guys are meeting at!Labels: jcts, reunion
mused @| 5:58 PM |
Sunday, June 15, 2008
hm, today i went skating at the new kallang rink at the Leisure Park, and well it was a blast! not to mention the scenery. hahaha. anyway. it was pretty fun finally skating again, speeding past everyone in a blur in that small little enclosed area. have to say i dont understand why people have to wrap themselves up in jackets and all, it's too hot! for me anyway. i went in a tank top as usual, paired with a pair of folded up jeans. too warm.
one thing that was annoying though, was that they kept replaying the same play list all over again. it was absolutely irritating. i spent three hours in there, and the playlist was repeated at least 4 times. and also the little kids ohmygod. they used those support bars, and went AGAINST the flow. countless times, me and my sis almost fell or knocked them over. as much as we'd like to, we didn't think it'd sit well with their parents.
oh yes. and the skates were freaking tight at the balls of my feet. they were practically squashing my foot. and i had no way of loosening it. sighs. oh well, i just had to stop every now and then to take the pressure of it a little. oh and i tried the support bar too. haha it was fun going around the rink with the bar. went much faster, only i couldn't do my usual turns to stop, cause the bar turns very slowly.
there was once i stopped to grab a drink from my sis, then there was this guy behind me, and he suddenly fell and hit my skate, which jarred my knees. AND HE HAD THE FREAKING GUTS TO GLARE AT ME LIKE IT WAS MY FAULT HE FELL. i was damn pissed. i ignored him when he glared, and every time i passed him in the rink after that i cut in front of him and glared back. stupid novice. isn't my fault you didn't have a solid enough grip on the side barriers and fell.
at the last part of my run around the rink, there was no one in the center, so i was pretty much speed skating with my sis around the center. i don't know, its like just then, all my problems pretty much flew away. it was just me, the rink, and the music. was pretty frustrated lately, which probably gave way to my crazy speed skating.
then suddenly, just as i came out of my frustration induced haze, i noticed a stupid ice ball that a kid left there. i skidded to try and miss the ice ball, but as fate would have it, the stupid ice ball ended up just in my way and i fell. with a very loud THUMP. and the impact jarred my back and knees. not good. couldn't stand for awhile, i was suspending my body off the ice with my hands for awhile before i stood.
then after that it got me really pissed again, so after a cursory check that my knees and back didn't take the impact too badly, i was off speed skating again. and this time i made sure to miss that crushed ice patch. finally the annoyance wore off, and i got out of the rink to change. strained my foot a little, so i was rubbing it and checking on my siblings blisters as well. lol their socks apparently weren't high enough.
after that met dad, went for dinner at the food court, then went cold storage to get some snacks and drinks and off we went to the kallang stadium to watch the match between Singapore and Saudi Arabia. didn't realise that bottled/can drinks weren't allowed in, so they got confiscated. oh and while we were shopping i kept seeing this same group of guys. :/ and one of them kept smiling at me each time i passed, so i was quite confused. then i realised that one of them was my ex-tuition mate from the time i had my tuition back in yishun. haha nice seeing you again mate.
went to the stadium after that, and got the tix, before going in to buy drinks and prawn crackers. then got a place and sat down to watch the match. Singapore players stretch like *ahem*. it was pretty funny. then it got so boring i actually fell asleep. finally the match started, and i woke up. Singapore almost scored a goal at the 4th minute, and that really got the crowd on their feet. all of us were thinking, "wow, it looks like this match will be really interesting..." but unfortunately the Lions didnt put up much of a show after that.
at half time i was looking around, then i saw a group of tj people. and guess who i saw with them. ANGUS! haha. but he was too far away for me to call, so i didn't bother. oh yes, there was this guy three rows up, who kept commenting on the match as if he was their coach. "mark your man, mark you man", "clear, clear!" hahaha. the best part was, at the start of the game he went "go, go, fight, fight!", and at the end it became, "try, try!" hahaha.
Needless to say, the rest of the game was pretty pathetic. Just like the newspaper reports published. No 17 had two chances to score, two really good opportunities, but it was all wasted. the first, he slid and miss. the second, right in front of the goal, he did a lob:/ fantastic job seriously.
and just as me and edwin predicted, Singapore lost two to nothing. go singapore. although, there was one fun part where people kept doing the kallang wave repeatedly, just to see those small little groups of people sitting at the sides do the wave by themselves. it was pretty amusing to watch, especially when a lone person did it as well.
Good Spirit guys! lol. okay back to studying. one more week to D-Day. or week rather.
mused @| 11:37 PM |
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
haha today i had CHAMPAGNE GRAPE paopaocha from sweet talk. didnt taste any champagne though, just grape :D and the MADAME tan held me back for half an hour. sheesh.
didnt get much studying done in the day, probably staying up till late today to finish weather and climate for geog. and hoprfully start or evern finish environmental management.
handover on thursday, kinda worried after hearing SC's handover. luckily i didnt apply. dont intend to either. then again ours ends earlier so i probably have nothing to worry about.
alright better go study weather.
mused @| 8:37 PM |
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Okay well, that previous post was long. haha squash camp was fun! :D
at first it was kinda okay, was squashing with the guys in the right court, and i sucked. totally out of form. then after that had games, captains ball and dodgefruit, which was kinda weird. OH I HAD MY GREENAPPLE PAOPAOCHA! and i saw sean in school lol. hello you.
then cleaned up, before we started playing three quarters. then dont know who was acting les, and i was bored, so i started freaking jamie out haha. yingling wasnt scared, dory was like a stone, gracia didnt really react, and jianle, i forgot hehe. cause jamie was too fun to disturb. JAMIE IS MINE :D hahaha. well it was really fun, but i hope i didnt freak her out too much.
haha when we were cleaning courts i went crazy, cause i was kinda bored, with nothing better to do. i acted like a ghost/like i was posessed, and swept the courts quietly. they sprayed water in my face, poked me, made kissing sounds and all hahaha. quite funny to hear their reactions. then a few times i scared them or started laughing before i went silent again. creepy. but fun. haha.
then showered, and hugged jess the moment i got out, got sweets from her, before i packed my stuff, took my phone and ran out. bbq started! and a whole group of us played cards. asshole daidi, indian poker, tongkat, and whatnot. haha oh dare or doubledare! hahaha very very fun. jamie and jianle had to do funny stuff.
then there was elections. i'm the new project coordinator(: haha there was no competition, surprisingly. and Jamie is my pretty unofficial assistant! hahaha. yup, loads of fun. the guys senior got pranked by the ta2s lol. flour, egg, bananas, the works. eww. haha me and the ta1s left first, cause we had to rush off, and when we got to the front gate we realised it was locked.
sighs. then called tart and divya called back. using tart's phone. i asked her to help me ask tart, and he said we had to use the back gate. JJ, Kien Wei and RongBin climbed the turnstile. lol. kinda sad to see the J2s go. and only michelle, yijie, and jess came down for the girls. :'( whyyyy. sighs. oh well.
went to the back gate, and Jamie was going to walk to the front gate alone. that got me really worried, so i asked dad if he could give her a ride to the front gate. he said yes, and we picked her up(: dropped her off at the front gate, then went back to kovan to get selegie tau huey. haha i think school one tastes better leh. :D after that watched animax awhile, and went to sleep.
JAMIE HAS DENNYPHOBIA WHEE~
JAMIE I LOVE YOU! <3
mused @| 3:03 PM |
i wonder if you still remember, 